The One Year Anniversary…

came and went today. She died a year ago. I don’t remember much of the last year except that she left us behind and I played a lot of golf. I don’t know if it’s my subconscious trying to block it out or if there just wasn’t anything that memorable last year. I don’t remember who was at the funeral aside from family members and very close friends. We went and visited her grave and left her some pretty roses. The Gamer and the Artist were happy to go but were bored after a few minutes so they wound up playing in the cemetery while the SU and I stood by her side. We couldn’t believe its already been a year. It seems like it was just yesterday that we were there putting her in the ground.

I guess the only thing I can really say about the anniversary and how I’m doing is that it does seem like its getting a little easier as time goes by. I still think about her often and I still tear up with sadness from time to time but it’s overall getting better. I figure it’ll be that way the rest of my life.

I miss you baby girl.